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GOt in trouble wont be online or updating on this thing for a month!
last saturday one scary nighT!
ONE CHOICE+ ONE MISTAKE=GROUNDED FOR LIFE!
for the people that know what i did dont say nothing!
EVEN THO IM GROUNDED MY MA IS STILL LETTING ME GO TO FLORIDA WITH KATRINA!!!! AND CASSANDRA!!! FOR SPRING BREAK!
hopefully they can goo! cuz if they cant im still going haha! jp jp!
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[14 Jan 2005|03:53pm] |
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DAY! CASSANDRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT CASSIE!
LOTS OF LOVE TO YA GIRL!
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[10 Jan 2005|09:52pm] |
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okay so today was all good! until i got home! then i go online n kate was being all gay im like would u just fricken tell me shes like i cant wait till ur mom gets home! so then my mom gets home n shes crying n im like whats wrong.. and she goes
PANICK HAS PAST AWAY! so like i didnt cry then i just i couldnt like breathe.. so then i went back downstairs.. called ash n cried on the phone!
its really hard i was really close with him! like me n kate saw him the most! its really hard just yesterday i was like i cant wait to get back n clean for him! but nope! my fricken family sat there on sunday planning out what they wanted from his house! i just kept telling my self that its not gonna happen hes not gonna go! he just cant! but no what happens! im so sad! i just i dont know what to do anymore!
the wake is on Wednesday n the funeral thingy is on thursday! so i wont be at school either day! so try not to miss me too much!
then my mom made me go to the restaurant n lu was being a jerk n only thinkin of herself.. n so then she made me cry again! soo yea today i have been cryin all day.. wonder how tmr is goin!
well im too sad to write more! so bye
R.I.P>3 I LOVE YOU ALWAYS N FOREVER! U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART >>>3333 PA NICK!
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[08 Jan 2005|11:48pm] |
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UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!!!!!!!
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[24 Dec 2004|01:23pm] |
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meRRy chRistmas eve!
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[15 Dec 2004|08:49pm] |
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Under Construction! lala
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Friends Only!
Comment to be added! If ur already not!
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[24 Nov 2004|09:02pm] |
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I lOVE THIS QUOTE!
*Somewhere between the procrastionation*
...And the homework
...And the incessant forwards
...And the freinships
...And the nasty cafeteria food
...And the calls to each other complaining about curshes
*Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends*
...and the "i miss you's"
...And the "i love you's"
...And the what are we doing tongiht's
...And somewhere between all of the changing and growing
*Somehwere between the classes*
...And the skipping classes
...And the studying for test
...And the pretending to study for test
...And the downright not studying for test
*I forgot*
...I forgot what high school is all about
...I forgot what it meant to cry
...I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy
...And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart
...I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the furture
...I forgot that you can't control falling in love
...And that you can't make yourself fall in love
*I learned that I can love*
...I learned that it's okay to mess up
...And it's okay to ask for help
...And it's okay to feel like crap
...I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day
...I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have
...I learend that the greatest thing about high shcool isn't the parties or the drinking or the hook-ups
...It's the friendships which means taking chances
...I learned that sometimes the things we want to froget are the things which we most need to talk about
...I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing
...And the sending cards to you frriends makes you feel better
*But, basically, I just learned that my friends*
...Both old and new
...Are the most important people to me in the world
...And without them, I wouldn't be who I am today!
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[23 Nov 2004|03:13pm] |
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lets see yesterday:
school was good
katrina came over we hung out omg we were so crazy! grand old time!
today:
1- toni came to visit us it was fun
2-was boring took a test did really good on it i think.. no one was really there..
3-haha omg me lisa n mag got yelled at for are attitude, umm body language, umm oh n to mrs. popper (SP) we think were better then everyone!
4-was fun jen we have to finish are talk!
5-hah love that class its so fun casey matt me n toni all we do is laugh.. haha me n toni had a good convo..
6-denny n me were being bored on the computer, shirlz was actually working hehe!
7-me n bri went downstairs to make a copy of things n i haha i ruined it up n wasted her 10 cents hehe... oh how is fred bri!
8-me n lindsey are being bored.. we finished are work n yepperz...
dont know what im doing after school..
my head hurts think im getting a cold!
this weekends gonna be fun!!!!
bayleAf
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[20 Nov 2004|11:09am] |
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Lets see yesterday! umm got home from school! then me n my mom went to stratford.. n we shopped for like 4 hours.. i was like can we go home.. so then i called my cousin cuz we were suppost to do something last night.. so then we were gonna pick her up n have a sleepover.. then i went ot lifetime.. omg im goin every friday at that time omg so many hott boys! i was like wow.. hehe ALLY i saw someone! but then today i have to go to ambers birthday party. at like 100... were not staying long were gonna come home early.. n then i dont know what were doing.. i think i might hang out with magz, markie, kate, or katrina... idk tho i kinda wanted to go to the hospital to see my great grandpa.. he wanted his phone taken out of his room so no one can talk to him.. which im mad cuz i liked calling him n talking to him.. so but my mom like left to go to the store.. but yea thats it.. i got to go shower!! lata
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[17 Nov 2004|06:44pm] |
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YOU KNOW THINGS JUST DONT GO GOOD! DO THEY! I GUESS NOT! MY HEARTS LIKE BREAKING N STUFF!FOR ANYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW MY PAPA NICK IS VERY SICK... HE HAS HEART FAILURE, N KIDNEY FAILURE... N KNOW HE IS BLEEDING REALLY BADLY! N MY FRICKEN MOM WONT SHUT THE HELL UP BOUT IT SHES SITTING THERE ON THE PHONE TALKING N TALKING BOUT IT..ITS KILLING ME.. THEY CALLED MY GREAT GRANDPAS KIDS IN... N MY COUSINS FROM PHILLI ARE SUPPOST TO BE HERE BY FRIDAY! THIS CANT HAPPEN... I DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITH OUT HIM.. HE KNOW EVERYTHING.. HES ALWAYS THERE NO MATTER WHAT.. ITS MEAN BUT I WASNT SO CLOSE TO MY GREAT GRANDMA N KNOW IM CLOSE WITH MY GREAT GRANDPA... HES LIKE THE ONLY ONE U CAN ACTUALLY TELL THINGS TO N HE WILL LISTEN N BE THERE FOR YOU! N KNOW WERE JUST SITTING HERE WAITING TO SEE WHATS GONNA HAPPEN!! YOU GUYS DONT KNOW THAT HE JUST CANT GO!!! I CANT LOOSE HIM! FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS EVEYONE TALKING BOUT IT.. EVERY ONES LIKE ITS GONNA HAPPEN! DO THEY KNOW I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT! ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN I SWEAR IT CANT! I CAN ACTUALLY FEEL MY HEART BREAKING! IT SUCKS I WENT UP THERE N I WAS LIKE LEAVING N STUFF N I WAS LIKE I LOVE YOU PA NICK.. N HE JUST DOESNT SAY IT BACK.. HE NEVER SAYS HE LOVES ANYONE BACK!! I JUST WANNA GO UP THERE N SEE HIM! BUT MY MOM WONT LET ME!! THIS IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR!!!!!!
bailey!
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[16 Nov 2004|08:30pm] |
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i really dont want to write in here.. but
MY GREAT GRANDPA IS DOING REALLY BAD STILL!
my lil cuzin gabriella might come home tmr from the hospital..
school was fun
went out to eat with my cousin kate n my autn kel... had so much fun there.. it was grand.. haha then went to go get kates hair died.. n was making fun of everyone...
DeC 3 Ash is gonna be fun! cant wait!!!
yea thats it...
bay
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[14 Nov 2004|03:59pm] |
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Yesterday~ okay it was so fun! well i got up n just did nothing then i went over to katrinas... n we walked to brian laceys house again.. n we were jsut sitting there listening to brian sing to us.. haha hes a good singer.. then tj came over n then brian told us this story bout this dead person is like living in his house.. so freaked us out.. then we all got hungry so we ordered a pizza.. so then brain n tj made us go get some drinks.. so we walked all the way back to katrinas house n we were scared.. shes like freaking me out i was like omg lets go.. so then we were running back to laceys house n stuff.. n tj is outside n scared us.. then we ate.. then hah tj was so wasted.. we were like stop seriously brian was getting so pist off at him.. but then we were bored so we all decided to play cards.. well lets just say me n katrina suck at cards.. oh n for brian hes gonna have to do the same thing me n trina had to do!! haha.. good times..(i cant bealive us katrina) then we left around 1100.. cuz cassandras n her bf jeremy came n got us.. so we went back to trinas house n we just talked n went online.. then we called my cousin n i was like acting like someone else he was getting so pist.. so then at like 1230 the fone rings n it was my cousins so me cassandra n trina were talking to joe on speaker.. n stuff till like 200 in the morning.. then we fell asleep cuz they had soccer games.. got up went to there game.. freeezed my ass off.. saw taylor there.. then we dropped cassandra off at work then we wetn to the mall for like 20 mins.. n know im home.. yea it was so fun.. lately, things are goin good! well besides my GREAT GRANDPA IS DOING SOO BAD! i hope nothing bad happens. n im tired of my family telling me somethings gonna happen...
bay
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[13 Nov 2004|05:55pm] |
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[13 Nov 2004|11:37am] |
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soo yesterday~ well lets see umm i woke up n stuff n then my mom wanted to go to st. charles mall.. so i called katrina n then me n my dad were fighting so i messed his hair up n he flipped out so i was like whatever.. so then katrina came over n then me my mom my dad n trina went to my aunts house.. then we went to the lawyers.. then we went to the lil place for my dad.. then we drove n stuff.. then me n katrina were in the store trying everything on n then we were trying on jackets.. n the alarm went off n me n katrina are standing there like we didnt do anything.. haha it was funny.. then we went over to the mall.. n me n katrina went to walk around there mall sucks its like so smalL... then we went to dinner at south of the border.. omg that is such a good place.. so me n katrina were like we want the salt n pepper shakers haha cuz there in a beer bottle n we thought it was so funny... so she had her purse so im puttng it in there.. n my moms like telling us how to steal i was like mom.. then were walking out of the restaurant.. n katrina still has her drink in her hand... shes pointing n im like katrina n shes like omg i took it so then my moms like just put it down n go.. it was so funny.. so then we got dropped off at katrinas.. n then we were waiting for andra to get there.. then she got there so we walked to brian laceys house.. n me the retard never brought a jackets so i was freezing.. but then i got there n fessica was there n we were in a fight on thursday night.. so i was like feeling a lil weird... so then it was lacey, trina, andra, me,n fess.. so then we were sitting down n trina n andra n lacey left me n jess so then we talked it out n stuff. n then we worked it out were friends again.. so then we were all bored we were playing the drums n lacey was yelling at us.. so then later... nick p, tj, melissa, jeff, jeffs gf sarah, adam t, came n stuff n then we were all waiting for some alcohol to get there cuz lacey wouldnt let us fricken drink his.. so then we were all sitting there so then we called joey m. n he got us some.. so we were like cool... so then... it was so fun we were gonna sleepover there.. but i got grounded cuz my moms a brat... but andra i guess was so drunk..n yelling at everyone..so then she wouldnt let me so then everyone was leaving like around 11-1130.. so i was like okay thats Cool.. so i walked back to katrina house all by myself cuz i was like theres no need for u to come home n stuff... so then i just waited for my mom.. i was so funny cuz i cant stand the dark but i made it i wasnt even scared.. so i was like cool.. haha.. yea then today im suppost to go to alana's karate thing at the pavilion,.. but i got to go call mags, n casey.. then im prolly hanging out with katrina again.. bye
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soooo...im bored.. okay schools goin good... yesterday i went to mags house.. n me mark n cait n mag walked to rosarios.. n on the way there it was so fun me n cait were being dorks..cait leafs!!! then mark n mag were in the own lil world.. then yea it was funny..it took like an hour to walk there cuz of the love birds! then we got there n we were sitting there n they ordered n me n cait talked.. n then mark n mag left then came back they ate.. n we were talking mag n cait=weirdo 1 and 2, mark= markie poo, me= bay bear.. haha n mag n cait call me n mark fag 1 n 2... haha it was so funn.. cuz me n mark were sitting next to eachother then cait n mag n we were talking bout eachother.. it was so funny.. im the daughter that mark likes better n mag doesnt haha n caits the adopted kid that mag likes better n mark doesnt.. so marks like im gay should i tell mag i want a divorce.. it was funny u had to be there.. then then i was the cheese person haha.. then we left.. then we were walkiing home n we were walking home fast so we were all running.. n stuff n then cait was in front then mag me n mark well mark wanted to skip n mag didnt so mark took my hand n we go to skip cait screams i scream n i almost peed in my pants.. me n cait saw shadows of people n it was are shadows n we thought it was someone else.. so then mark was like yea someones gonna attack u guys... it was so scary.. then cait n here thing i had a dream here... we were like wtf...then mark tried climbing up mags porch.. then we all ran... then we got there n we watched the other sister.. n me mark n cait were playing the nervous game... haha that was so funy cait was crackin up so bad.. then cait n me were on the bed n mag n mark on the floor.. so then i was liek im coming down so me mark n mag were all sitting there.... haha then we were all goofing around n stuff...then we were watching the other sister... haha.. it was so much fun...there was so much more but i forgot it all...then TODAY! me my mom n my aunt peg went downtown for the purses.. i got lots of cute ones but i cant have them till xmas.. what fun not.. n then for xmas my mom is giving me n lu tickets to go down to flordia for spring break.. hopefully ash n katrina n mag are gonna go with me.. cuz lu is bring ashley s. and 2 other girls.. it should be fun.. then we came back n went to wendys.. then i got home n watching shrek n yep thats it n now im talking.. what fun oh yea...
alright im goin bay
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[09 Nov 2004|01:34pm] |
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[08 Nov 2004|01:28pm] |
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OMG TODAY KRISTYN CASSIN PUSHED ME WALKING OUT OF CAF. AND I FELL N SLIDE ALL THE WAY TO THE GIRLS LOCKER ROOM.. YEA MY FUCKIN HAND IS ALL CUT UP.. N I CANT FEEL IT N MYU KNEE.. I WAS LIKE WTF.. BUT THE LOOK ON JENS FACE WAS PRICELESS... HAHA IT U SAW OR HEARD BOUT IT COMMENT! :)
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Today was fun.. i went n worked out with my mom then came home cleaned... then showered then picked up my three cousins mickey alexa n gabriella.. then we went to go see shark tales..i was throwing candy at mick n he told on me i was like jerk...that was such a good movie... then we came home n me mick n lex were up in my room n they were jumpin on my bed n stuff n lex goes to jump over me n goes head first right into the floor but before she hit the floor i grabbed her by her leg n pulled her up.. i was so scared.. then i played with gab.. then came home ashley joey mikey n my aunt n uncle came over.. then katrina.. then we all just talked n playin on the computer n stuff. then we ate pizza.. then me ash katRina lu n joey all went in the car n drove around for like 2 hours.. so crazy.. lets see joey kept opening his door n lu was like flipping for no reason... then we went to streets no one was there.. me ash n katrina all sat in the middle seat of the van.. then we went to steak n shake out by south barrington cuz ash n katrina had to pee so then me lu n joe hide in the car.. then ash was getting in n stuff n she was like holding on for dear life cuz she was gonna fall right out the car..omg her face was so funny.. then she like gets stuck in between the seats.. then lu doesnt know how to drive.. n soo joe was gettin pist so he was playin around with the horn.. n people were getting so pist off.. so then we drove around in the big houses by south barington.. n stuff n omg it was so funny we were like a clowns coming.. then we all got freaked out.. n we thought we died out it was so scary..then lu almost killed us.. so then they wanted to see the restaurant.. so then ash went in the front. i was in the middle n joe n katrina in the back n there hanging there feet over the side kicking me i was like okay.. so then we get to the restaurant and retards joe katrina n ash get out n stuff n its at night so me n lu were in the car n a cop goes by i was like shit lu hes gonna pull around.. n he did scared the shit out of me n lu so they run back to the car n stuff n then hes like blah blah.. but nothing happend.. then we went to mead jr high.. n let ash drive n stuff n omg she drove liek 10 ft. then i drove omg im a good driver.. better then katrina.. i was doin really good i got to work on braking tho.. then katrina drove n me n joe were laughing cuz we were outside the car.. it was so funny... then lu was bitching bout how katrina couldnt drive.. n trina was making excuses up.. it was fun then we came home.. n then yea they left n stuff.. n me lu n katrina were driving n katrina gets out n grabs a cone out of the street. so we have some random cone in the back of the van.. it was so funny... it was fun i guess theres nothing to do in fricken schaumburg... next time were goin out there.. but it was fun!
well yea thats it idk what else.. im gonna go put my lil cousin to sleep so ill talk to u later..
bay
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